It was a nice, chill, not-too-cold and not-too-rainy New York fall day. A good time to be indoors, on a very rare gig- and festival-free Saturday, listen to some music, drink some cocoa, enjoy being alive.
Or to be hanging upside down off the back of the couch, staring at an artsy black-and-white picture of yourself standing on a Chinatown street corner with the words INTERVIEW WITH THE BOXER printed on it in large letters in the corner.
"I really don't know how this happened," Jack muttered, as the blood out of his extremities and into his head.
"They noticed us at Metal Fest last month, called you, came over, interviewed you, then made you stand outside looking serious for two hours while a guy took pictures," Dane called from the kitchen, where he was desperately trying to unwrap a frozen pizza.
"Ha, ha." He squinted at it, at the answer below the opening question - why they'd called the album 'Boxer'. "'I realized, I’m a boxer. I’m the guy who gets knocked down and gets back up. But I’m also the guy who has trouble sharing my feelings - I almost said fee-fees -, who’d rather hit back than open up.'," he read aloud. "Did I actually say that? Space. I sound like one of those internet kids. But pretentious."
"You also told them that you got knocked in the head a lot," Dane offered, "So I feel like you've covered most of your bases."
"And I told them I meditate," Jack muttered. "They're going to think I'm alt metal Enya or something."
"I did appreciate all the nice things you said about me," Dane said brightly. "I'm definitely bundling that mag up and sending it to Lana later, so you can't get out of it."
And just like that, Jack immediately rolled up the magazine and tucked it into his jacket. Yes, upside down. "Absolutely not!"
The plastic around the pizza finally came loose. "It's hilarious you think that's the only copy of Grindstone I got this morning," Dane said brightly. "I already put hers in the mail."
"I hate you!" Jack bellowed.
"You said you were graaaaaatefuuuuuul for me," Dane sing-songed, and popped the pizza into the oven.
"With partners like you, who needs enemies," Jack groused, and pushed himself upright. He stared back at the magazine again. 'Glazed Windows'. It’s complicated to talk about this stuff, right? About being in that place where you can’t go on, but you also know that you can’t stop. Of knowing you can’t fix the former, so you wind up hoping that everyone else around you will finally stop keeping you from stopping. Grappling with that. That’s all I can say about that song.
"I talk too much," he said, quieter. He could feel Dane smiling from the kitchen, but he didn't look up.
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